Barry Power

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030. The inner game of isolation or the importance of others.

No man is an island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the continent.
— John Donne

I spoke with a good friend on the phone this week.  He is one of those people that really props you up, gives great advice and is incredibly enthusiastic about what you're doing. We talked about organising gigs and getting out there to play music for people. I found myself agreeing with but also strangely resistant to the idea. Every suggestion he made I had a slight counter for “I’m not quite ready yet,” “the albums not done,” “I need to round up musicians”. Now Playing gigs is not a foreign concept to me in fact to the contrary I have probably played in the thousands at this stage. But these are mostly cover gigs with songs pretty much guaranteed to connect with people straight away, not original music where you are trying to put across your own thoughts and feelings.

So why was I reacting like this?  I thought about it for a while and I came up with two main reasons. The first one was easy to figure out, fear, for all the neurotic musciany reasons which, if you have read a few of these blogs, you will be aware of.

But the second reason ran a little deeper than just, sing your songs and get over it. It was isolation. I am about to sound very narcissistic for the next few lines but hey it is my blog and I can say what I like (see what I did there?). Over the last year or so I have been mainly focused on establishing all my online infrastructure, photos, website, youtube this blog, social media. All with the express purpose of launching my first album and with it hopefully a sustainable music career.  When I was making all these things I had full autonomy, full control I could make it any way I liked and happily tell everyone what I was doing. In a way, I had created a little isolationist bubble that I could hang out in and was easy and safe, the online version of me which is easier to manipulate and to show.

But talking on the phone about organising the gigs and the upcoming actual release of the album hit me with a reality check that I was going to have to put my head above the parapet, to pop the bubble.  

To use a modern metaphor I spent a long time creating the perfect selfie and now I have to let everyone see my bed head. So in a lesson to myself, I will try not to disappear up my own isolationist bubble and try to remember there will always be two worlds we live in, Selfieland and Bedheadland. 

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005. Under the influence

The real beginning of influence comes as others sense you are being influenced by them - when they feel understood by you.
— Stephen R. Covey

 All week I have been racking my brain about how to approach this post. You see, the idea I have is a kind of philosophical observation and these ideas are difficult to explain, especially by me! So this weeks blog comes with a disclaimer; I am attempting a big idea.  I will probably fall short and it will take a big leap to get on the wavelength with this one, but I definitely think there is something in it.

(You can always just listen to the song at the bottom)

Ok here goes;………

From when we are born we start to understand ourselves through the influence of others. We see someone walking and we try to copy them until we can walk ourselves then we keep doing it until it becomes our own natural movement we internalise it, it is now ours.

As  musicians, we follow the same process. We learn our instrument, how to write and how to understand by copying the influence of others who inspire us; Until one day we internalise it and make it our own. 

Ok, here's where it is going to get far out. Where do our influences come from? The first music started somewhere in the prehistoric period and subsequently each generation influenced the next, who  in turn internalised it and changed it to represent themselves. This process grew and grew exponentially all over the world until we have all the variations of music that influences us today. So you could say that when you listen to music you are listening to the result of influences on the whole human race since the beginning of time. 

Did you ever get a song stuck in your head but couldn't figure out why? Me too; Most of the time it is a random song that doesn’t seem to have any relevance on my life, but every once in a while a song gets into my head in a way that seems a bit deeper.

This happened to me recently when I saw an ad for The Blue Planet 2 and the soundtrack was a Radiohead song called Bloom. It was a reworked version with the film composer Hans Zimmer. They were influenced by the concept of pointillism in art, which is a series of tiny dots which when looked at as a whole makes a picture. A perfect analogy for influences? 

So, whether it was the history of the world conspiring or just finding meaning in random coincidence; I had to do a version of the song, a reworking of a reworking, an influence of an influence.